Chapter 9
That was five years ago.
“Drive satel
-25 Полив
The words fall from my mouth in a cheery tone despite the agony that crashed throughout my body.
I stare at my parents, waving at them with a pained smile on my face, Snow falls from the sky
Snowflakes land on my clothes, immediately melting from my body heat. My parents ways and get inside their car. The engine roars to life Anxiety causes my body to tingle.
I fight against the invisible grip that holds me in place, wanting to bring my parents back inside the house so that they don’t have to drive in hazardous conditions.
The car slowly rolls out of the driveway, their tires slipping across the ice covered road. My parents wave from the car window, the back tires Ispinning and slipping across the black ice,
The hold on my body releases and I rush down the stairs. Tears drop from my eyes at a rapid pace. I chase my parents‘ car watching as they disappear further and further down the street.
ar down the ro
road,
I watch as my parents‘ car spins out of control. Their screams mingle in with mine as I yell at them to stop the car, to slow down, to save themselves. But it’s too late. I watch as the car crushes in on itself, colliding with a tree.
It’s blood
“Mommy, daddy…!”
I fall to my knees and hold out my
d out my hand to the accident, unable to do a thing
Git
A large pile of bills decorates the table. More weight is added onto my shoulders as I shuffle through the late notices. The red letters stare a me. They’re mocking me, adding more salt into my already throbbing wound.
I glance over at my frail grandmother. She lays in bed, a pained expression on her face. I look between her and the bills.
I can’t lose another family member…
What can I do to support us, though? There’s not many jobs that I can have while in school, Grandma’s medicine is so expensive and my student loans are adding up by the day. I don’t have many skills to offer to anyone.
Then I see that man. Who saved me, a
, and bought me.
I look up and to his eyes, captivated by the sight. Soren looks down at me with a stole expression. I shiver from the chilled winds.
my lover?”
“Would you like to
dor to be my
My body jolts awake from sleep. Beads of sweat cover my entire body, leaving me feeling clammy and uncomfortable.
I press my hand to my forehead. I stifle a laugh and lean backwards into my desk chair, looking up at the ceiling.
It was just a dream I never have to go through that ever again….
I tuns to the side and curl up into a ball.
I’m such an idiot for thanking that things could be different between Soren and 1, thur relationship was founded upon a contract, a legally binding paper that made me his until someone better caine along.
Soren doesn’t care about ine. He never has.
He used me for his own sick and twisted games, using me as a stand in for his precious Bianca.
And yet… I still fell for him. I still fell in love with the way his eyes light up at the sight of homemade cookies. I fell in love with the way he held onto me throughout the night.
-25 Borus
My parents would be so ashamed of me if they | that I was stupid enough to fall in love with him.
I turned to becoming someone’s substitute lover…and feel even more heartbreak to know
I clear my throat and sit up in my chair. I pull out an unopened bill from my student loan collector.
I open it and look over the stateme
statement before signing a check, which is connected with my savings account, and placing it inside the return slip. The envelope sits on top of the other bills that I paid.
I wish to restart my life now.
My life hasn’t been my own for a long time, and I doubt it ever will be, but I wish to desperately start anew.
In time. I’ll be able to repay Soren back every single cent and dollar he has given me.
III work hard and concentrate on my career, I’ll be able to repay him and live my own life.
I want him out of my life forever.
