The first time CH 83
Dean’t sleep again. Not after the nightmare i had. No matter how lightly Francesco holds me, no matter how sale his arms make me feel, the memory of blue flames crackling from my fingers and the hatred in Mika’s eyes won’t leave me. It clings to my skin like smoke, curling into my thoughts, refusing to let me forget. My breathing is shallow, shaky. My heart hasn’t slowed since I jolled awake in a cold sweat. I’ve been lying here, curled beside him, trying to pretend that the quiet rhythm of his heartbeat could pull ine back into peace. But the image of Francesco screaming in grain because of me…. No. Sleep is no longer a place of rest. It’s a battlefield I’m too afraid to walk into again. Sighing, I shift gently, turning to face him. Moonlight spills through the cracks in the curtains, illuminating the sharp lines of his face softened by sleep. His lashes fan across his checks, his lips parted just slightly. He looks… peaceful. Untouched by the horrors that clawed through my mind just moments ago. A knot tightens in my chest. How could I possibly tell him? How could I ever look him in the eye and say: “In my dreams, I destroy you.” I hold my breath as I slowly slide out from beneath the th the covers, careful not to wake him. His arm twitches slightly, his brow creasing for a moment as though he senses my absence, but he doesn’t stir. My feet touch the cool marble floor as i grab the silk robe from the foot of the bed. Wrapping it tightly around me, I move to the balcony. The glass doors creak faintly as I open them and step outside. Night air greets me with a soft caress, brushing against my skin like a whisper. The estate is quiet. Only the distant rustle of trees and the occasional howl from far off wolves stir the silence. Above me, the moon hangs high and full, cloaked in a haze of silver clouds. I walk to the railing and grip it with trembling hands. My eyes drift shut. The nightmare replays in flashes. Francesco falling to his knees. My flames burning him. Mika–my wolf–glaring at me with a rage I never imagined she could possess. And Anastasia. Her voice. That mocking smile, “A witch doesn’t belong with the light. Go away” My stomach twists. 1/4 $11:16 Mon, 143 Chapter 83 I don’t understand. Why now? Why that dream? Everything had felt so whole, so right just hours äga. So why do I feel like it’s all slipping through my fingers? is that because of the meeting with the council? i gums deep down their warn hit me without Tean forward, resting my elbows against the cold stone, letting the wind tease strands of my hair loose from the braid i cept in. I wish could talk to Mika But ever since the nightmare, she’s gone quiet. As if she, too, don’t know the answer. i don’t I don’t even realize I’m crying until a tear splashes against the back of my hand. Gods, what’s wrong with me? I’ve spent so long healing, Rebuilding. Finding myself again after being torn apart. Why does this dream–just a dream–undo me so easily! “Ellaine?” His voice is sch, groggy, but edged with concern. I turn, startled. Francesco stands at the threshold of the balcony, barefoot, shirtless, the waistband of his loose cotton pants resting low on his hips. Moonlight bathes him in silver, and for a moment, he looks more like a myth than a man. The Alpha. The Lycan. The one who chose me. His eyes f esfind mine. And I know I must look a mess–tear–streaked, robe clutched too tightly, body trembling He crosses to me in three long strides. stome … Read more