Chapter 30
EMMA.
I frown as I enter the training grounds, my mind still on the way Will responded to my revelation. Not only did he act strange, but he also left me with a burn only he can satisfy.
“Penny for your thoughts?” I lift my gaze to see Bianca standing before me with a stick in hand and I throw her a smile. “Hey“””
“Feeling benter this morning?”
“Way better. Thanks for last night. I tell her and she damisses me with a wave, her nose scrunching as she says. “How many times do I have to ask you to stop thanking met We’re friends, Emma.”
“We are.” I affirm with a chuckle before looking behind her to where Elijah stands. He’s checking out the weapons displayed on the wooden wall and I throw my hand around Blanca’s shoulder, giving her a small hug before I walk to Elijah..
I stand behind him and reach for his ear. “Good morning”
He flinches, his eyes wide when he looks over his shoulder, and I laugh at the look on his face. “Goddess, you should see your face,” I say through a fit of giggles as I shift to stand next to him and Elijah shakes his head. “Don’t tempt me, Em,
“Feeling better?” I let my smile fall as I tip my head to his face and he moves back to turn to me. He grimaces as he touches the bruise near his nose. “No. It hurts quite a bit. Wasn’t able to get much sleep last night because of it.”
Guilt consumes me, and I shuffle closer. “Tm sorry. I truly am. If it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t have—‘
“I’m fucking with you.” His hand falls from his face as he grins and 1 slap his shoulder. “Hey!”
“You just look so adorable when you feel remorseful about something–even at times you don’t have to be. He claims with a bough and I lower my head. “It’s my fault this time, though.”
Elijah’s hand falls to my chin, and he tilts it, forcing my gaze to his. His voice is calm and reassuring when he says. “It’s not. I’d always jump into danger if it is you, Emma.”
Silence settles between us as 1 stare into his eyes full of sincerity and I open my mouth to speak when my name is yelled. I turn from Elijah’s touch and Ryan is staring at me from afar with his hands crossed to his back and his jaw clenched. “Grab a weapon”
I nod and turn to where the weapons are displayed, there are wooden sticks, boomerangs, daggers, arrows, and swords. My eyes scan
as I consider how good I’d be with them, and after a few minutes of analyzing, I grab the daggers
I smile at Elijah before crossing the distance to Ryan. His eyes don’t leave me until I’m standing before him and I beam. “Hey!”
“I see you’re out of your cage. He lifts a brow and I nod. “Yeah. Been long enough, don’t you think?”
He hums, and he places a hand on my shoulder, tugging me to stay in his front. “He’s your friend?”
each weapon
Ryan is staring over my shoulder, and I raise an eyebrow before turning to see what he’s looking at My eyes land on Elijah and I nod as I look back at Ryan. “Yeah Why”
“He just seems like he-“he pauses and shifts his gaze back to me. He stays mute for a few seconds before he shakes his head. “It’s nothing.” Before I can push for what he was going to say, he adds, “Daggers?”
I twirl the weapons I have in hand and sigh. “Yeah. I think I’d be best with them. Everything else seems igo much”
“Excellent decision. You’ll be going there.” I look to where he’s pointed and I grumble when I see Warrior Rio standing with the rest.
“Is there a problem?” I jerk my head when Ryan asks before forcing my feet along, Rio sights me when I’m only a few steps away, and the corner of his mouth lifts in that familiar, icky scowl
“Look who’s joined us!“All eyes fall on me at the loudness of his voice and I suck in a breath as I slip into line, knowing I need excessive tolerance to go through today’s training
Welcome, Emma. Fair choice with the daggers, that’s the best for you, believe me.” Rio chatters away and 1 force a smile at him before letting my eyes wander across the fields.
My heart slumps when I don’t see him and that troubled feeling gnaws at me again…
“You good with Rio Bianca je
joins me on the bench after her training and I hum. “The Beta is around today, so he didn’t try a
anything funny.”
She nods and I look around the training grounds once again. I haven’t caught a glimpse of him. Is it over thent Because of what I said? Or is he just
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done fucking with me?
“Hey, Bianca.” 1 avoid her gaze as I call her name. Instead, I focus my eyes on the daggers I have in hand, my stomach twisting at the question I have on the tip of my tongue. “So, um, do you have any idea.” I trail off as warmth spreads through my ears and Bianca must notice my fidgeting state because she turns fully to me.
“Spit in out” She says and 1 wet my lips. I blow a breath and gulp before forcing the words out, “Are guys usually does a guy not like it when the girl isn’t experienced?”
“What?” she utters and I meet her eyes. “I mean, if the girl is she nods for me to continue and I shy from her gaze. “Innocent. Does a guy not like
“Innocent as in a virgin!” Sh
She asks and when I nod, she falls silent for a few seconds before she says, “I guess. Some”
My head snaps to her. “Why?”
y popped.
“They don’t want to deal with that responsibility. They feel sort of guilty when they mess around with a girl who hasn’t had her cherry Doesn’t make them saints, though, all assholes either way because that tells you they don’t want to commit. Comenitment. Is that why Will lett earlier? I haven’t thought about committing, nor am I going to force him to. Just spending time with him is enough. It’s pathetic and I should want more, but deep down, I know all these are just fleeting moments. There’s no way my stepbrother would start a relationship with me.
“Also, some men love when their women are experienced because that means less work” Bianca’s words pull me out of my thoughts and when I raise a brow at her, she says. “She’d have a familiarity with the kind of stuff he’d like and she’d understand her body well, too,”
“Oh, I mumble as my thoughts start to drift again..
“Why do you ask?” Bianca queries, drawing my attention back to her, and I shake my head at her narrowed eyes. “Nothing. I just.. just wanted to know.
Just wanted to know!” She repeats and when 1 nad, her lips curl “Don’t think that’s all, darling. You’ve been a naughty girl, haven’t you?” She waddles closer, her side pressing into mine, and I look away, my cheeks flushing from her scrutinizing gaze
*Emma. Have you been a naughty girl!” She singsongs and I look around to ensure no one heard her before shoving her shoulder with mine. “Stop it. It was just a question”
“You wouldn’t be curious if you don’t have something going on, but don’t worry, keep it a secret all you want; I’ll still end up figuring it out.” She winks before she rises from the bench when her name is called. I watch her leave and my chest drops in a sigh as my gaze falls on the dagger I have in hand.
Know what he wants, uh?
I pull my bottom lip between my teeth as an idea pops up and I move from the bench, walking back to the rest of the team.
NIGHTFALL
My heart is pounding in my chest as I stare at the screen before me. I have my phone against a pillow with my back to the beadboard of my bed and I lace my fingers together, my palms sweaty as seconds pass.
“Let’s do it,” I mumbile to myself and my eyes go to the clock on the wall. It’s midnight, so everyone should be asleep by now, and I think the walls are thick enough to hold off the sounds.
I spread my legs forward and rub my sweaty palms on my thighs before stretching my hand to my phone. I click on the button to play the video I’ve selected and when the sound of a moan resounds through the speaker, I hastily pause it again.
I let out a shaky exhale as my eyes roam my room and when it settles in that I’m all alone–I play the video again.
The woman on my screen is alone on her bed with her hand between her thighs. She’s rubbing through the fabric of her panties and my legs squeeze together at the lewd sounds that leave her mouth the longer she rubs on her middle.
A few minutes pass before she finally removes her panties. She’s now fully naked on her bed with legs spread apart, showing me an explicit view of her pussy. Thise my bottom lip as I watch her push a finger in; her head falling back against her pillow when the finger disappears up to her knuckle. Tingles circulate through me as I keep my eyes on the screen and more minutes tick by with her, pleasuring herself with her fingers before the valeo zooms out and a man walks in
He’s built, muscles rippling from every inch of his body, and I gasp when it zooms in on his cock. I pause the video and place a hand over my chest. My heart is racing and my thighs are ruling together. I blow a breath before I resume the video and my core clenches against my panties when the man join the woman on the bed, his cock pressing against her opening
Turb
I push back my left leg and the heel of my foot stabs into my panties as I watch them kiss. The man’s hand disappears through the space of their bodies and the woman’s legs spread when he pushes his fingers into her opening. She moans kully–louder than when she fingered herself— and heat icaiters in my lower belly as he quickly replaces his fingers with his bulging cock.
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I can’t help myself. I can feel the wetness in my panties as I watch the man pin the woman down with his body while he pounds into her. He wraps one hand around her throat and squeezes her chest with the other while she has her legs bound around him, her feet pushing into his buttocks as
she cries
My breathing shakes as I move my feet from my middle and I sigh when I trace my pinky finger along my core. I can feel the wetness through the fabric and the more I watch my screen, the more I soak my panties.
When the man pulls out and turns the woman to get on her fours, I push my hand into my panties and I moan at the same time she does as he fucks her from behind, the sound of his grunts and her sobs mixing with the noise of his palm slapping her ass cheeks.
My toes curl into my sheris and I throw my head back as I push a finger through my tightness.
It feels so good. Goddess, it feels so fucking good.
I use my thumb to rub my nab the same way I saw the woman on my screen did and I gasp, my eyes closing when the sensation of pleasure overwhelms me. I use my other hand to squeeze my boob as I fuck my opening with one finger and when it starts to feel too late. I add another finger.
“Oh,” an image comes to mind and the flashy of Will doing this to
to me–him between my legs and fondling my breasts while his thick fingers thrust in and out of my wetness–is enough to push me off the edge and a loud moan of his name excapes my lips as a vibration surges through my body. Soft pants leave my parted lips as I fall on my bed and stare at my ceiling. I take a few minutes to come down from my high before I remove my hand from my panties and my fingers are coated with my juices,
I sit up to look back at the screen before me and they’re in a different position. She’s with her back to the bed again, but he has his hands secured around her ankles as he lifts her legs in the air and slams into her ruthlessly. Her heraus bounce with each thrust and the sound of their skin slapping together fills the space of my room.
Heat travels to my core as their images morph into one of me and him. On this bed, with my legs confined while he fucks me in a way me weakened for days.
y that’d leave
Ibise my lip at the thought of seeing Will like this. Naked and all muscles with his cock hard… for me. He’d be hard because of me and he’d
My eyes shift to my window and I quickly pause the video when I notice a shadow. I move out of bed to get a closer look and I gasp when a figure passes by in a blur just as I’m halfway through.
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